Tic Toc Tic Toc

Tic Toc Tic Toc, the clock is ticking and in just 4 more days I'll be 32 years old on April 17th. I didn't get to make big plans for my birthday this year, due to a friend of mine getting married and me planning her bachelorette party in Las Vegas. So next Friday I've scheduled a dinner with all my close home girls at a restaurant called Simply Fondu. And I have a birthday DATE that following Saturday with a new guy friend that I'm very excited about.

I'm trying to stop beating myself up about my life not being where I want it to be by the time I turned 30. I realize that trying to plan your life out really is IMPOSSIBLE lol. Yet I still make attempts and find my self very disappointed with the end results. I know there is a reason why my life is the way it is but I don't why. I wish I could call up God on the phone and ask him a few questions. Don't get me wrong I'm not completely unhappy with my life just certain things.

I've decided to make my 32nd year of life a good one NO MATTER WHAT.... Ha Ha...yeah right, that'll be happening lol. Ok, ok..... I'm going to try very hard to make my 32nd year a good one. My first attempt is to get out of the house. I haven't been out in a while. Money is always tight so it causes me to stay home but I know I can try harder to get out of the house...even if its just to go and visit a friend for FREE lol! I don't have any other ideas for my 32nd year other than continue to smile and thank God for every morning I wake up. 

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