Good Bye 2011 "Mwah"

Wow, that year came and went. I experienced several things this year. Some I'm not happy to have gone through and others I am. But I guess its all for the good so that I can continue to grow in life and become a much stronger person. The last 7 years of my life has sort of been the same. I'm hoping to go into 2012 and see a huge change and a new me. I don't want to speak the same way, think the same way, do the same things. I want so much to be different in how I handle situations in my life. I have a goal to not talk about the negative things that have been difficult to deal with the last few years. My only plan is to keep my mouth shut lol. I've said this before and tried it before and did not succeed but its never too late to try again. I do believe that what you say is what you get. So I want to stop repeating the negative and focus on the positive in my life and let that be my drive. However I have this blog and I'd like to be open and honest about my thoughts and feelings so I'm not sure how this will all play out. I guess I need to do a little bit more thinking on how to handle that. For example some of my negative thoughts to say right now, would be that I'm sad to report that my hubby didn't fine me this year, which is one of the most difficult issues I've been dealing with. Being single has been the most negative thought I've had the last several years. I don't want to go into 2012 complaining about the same thing. But it so hard to turn that around and be positive about something you don't yet have. The only positive thought is that it will happen some day. I told myself that I wasn't going to make any new year resolutions for 2012 and that I was just going to live my life. But I've decided to make some resolutions. I've decided to devote 2012 to focus on the things I love and finding ways to make those things be apart of my life to drown out all the negative thoughts. Here is just a few things I will be looking into:

1. I love Movies: I've always wanted to have a job in the film industry. A co-worker told me that I should take a film class and look into assistant film directors. I'm fascinated by the idea so I think I'll really take a leap at that.



2. Finish my Book: I started a book early this year but then stopped, and something keeps telling me that I need to finish my book and work on getting it published. I'm not sure if it will turn out to be a great success but it would be absolutely wonderful to have achieved something like that.



3. Piano Playing: A lot of people don't know that I love to play the piano. I'm currently taking lessons again after several years, but I haven't given it my all. I will work harder at playing and practicing for 2012. I'd like to play for the church that I'm thinking about joining. They don't have a piano player. And I would love to one day own a Baby Grand Piano.
   

So these are just a few ideas to get me started on a positive year. Thanks for being a dedicated reader to my blog. I know I didn't keep my promise on blogging every Friday but I'll definitely try harder going forward. I hope you all have had a wonderful year and are looking forward to a new year to start fresh. Remember its never too late. This will be my last blog for 2011, so until next year folks. Take care and see you back here soon for new post for 2012.

Love Terrica

SMOKERS

I hate to say it, but DAMN, I can't stand a lot of them. I have a few smoker friends and I'm happy to report, they don't have that funky smoker smell on them....well let me take that back lol. Maybe a few of them do, but most of them don't.

But OMG....at work my desk is located at the front near the lobby and outside exit door where the smokers stand. So when they walk through the door, they bring all their smoke with them. And some of them is soooo damn funky. Its the worst freaken smell. The smell lingers around my desk for a good ten minutes before it finally goes away.
I suffer from migraines and smelling cigarette smoke is a huge trigger. I'm at work right now, and my head is slowly starting to bother me because someone just came in from smoking.
I hate to sound so harsh toward smokers, but I just don't understand how they can jump into such a nasty habit. Out of all the other habits, drinking alcohol, popping prescription pills, or even picking your nose...to me it seems like smoking is the worst habit anyone could have. Most smokers don't have any respect for others either. They don't bother to try and air off before they walk through a door, or walk a distance away from the door. Most of them don't even properly put out a cigarette. They just toss it in the grass or street. That really pisses me off.
When I look at old movies or people tell me how it use to be years ago where smokers could smoke anywhere and anytime....OMG I could imagine dealing with something like that. Thank God researchers found out that second hand smoke kills or we'd all be dead.
I just want to deliver a message to the smokers: Please have respect for non smokers. I understand that its an addicting habit, but because its a habit you should be aware of how your habit effects others around you. If you go outside to smoke, would it kill you to take just a little longer walk to air off? Please don't walk back into a building while your blowing smoke out your mouth then hop on the elevator. Just have respect is all I'm asking. Thank You!
I have one friend that smokes that I can actually hang around and chat with as she smokes. She has respect for my health. She always make sure I don't stand in the direction of the wind so that the smoke doesn't blow all in my face, and if she see's the smoke is coming my direction she will move me before I can even open my own mouth up to say something. She also doesn't smell like a smoker. Now I'm not sure if that has to do with the type of cigarettes she smokes but I never smell it on her, not even in her hair lol. So I want to say thanks to her for being so respectful.
Now for my other friends that do stink, YALL need to fix that mess LOL! You know who you are. Eww just as I typed that line, one of my (stinky smoker co-workers) just walked passed. I think he is going to go light up. OH CRAP!!! That means in 6 more minutes he will walk back through the door smelling like a DAMN ASH TRAY! And I'll have to endure every freaken moment of that smell. GOD help me.
Anyway to try and end on a good note: Have a good weekend my fellow readers. Stay tuned for next week.
Love Tee Tee

Seat Belts

Ok.....I can't be the only chick on the planet suffering from what I like to call SEAT BELT HELL lol! WTH man?? I understand they were created for our safety, but they sure don't work for short women with big breast!

Every morning when I strap myself into my car and drive to work, I realized that every 5 to 10 seconds I'm pushing the belt down from under my freaken chin. It just continues to slide up over my breast. GGRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! It makes me so freaken irritated. YES I am a girl with big breast...but I know I'm not the only one in the world. And just in case some of you are reading this and want to ask me if I make sure the height is adjusted, that would be a big fat YES! It still does the same darn thing. I pretty much get choked by seat belt every freaken time I drive LOL! This has been with every car I've owned by the way. And don't respond to this post and tell me to put a pillow on my seat. My butt has enough cushion as it is LMBO!!

(I'll be honest and say most of the time I drive I don't wear it unless I'm on the free way or have people with me in the car lol!) I know its sad but its the truth. The other thing I do sometimes is tuck the part that is suppose to go across my chess under my left arm but that's really uncomfortable too. So what is a CHICK TO DO??

So I wanted to know who invented the seat belt for vehicles and decided to look it up on the Internet and of course it was a FLAT CHESTED MAN lol! Fellas....let me tell ya....yall are hella lucky. If any man experiences problems like this, please reply to this post, I would love to hear your story. For now I guess I'll continue to be chocked out by my car. I don't have a man so somebody has to keep me in check LOL!!!! Whew....I crack myself up. Till next time my fellow readers. Have a great weekend!!

I'm BACK!!

Hello Everyone! Yes Yes Yes, Ms Easy 2 Love is back. A few people who I didn't even know read my blog asked why I stopped and if I was ever going to start it up again. I've received such great comments on my writting that it has even convinced me to write a book. I will tell you guys more about that in a future post. But anyway....So much has happened since I've been gone. So I'm going to do the quickest summary to let you guys know where I am today. Ok are you ready? Here we go.......
In February of this year (2011) I decided to give online dating one more try. I ran back into a guy I met online on the same dating site 3 years ago. We never met. We just talked on the phone every day. At the time he lived in North Carolina and I was still her in California. But the distance between us tore us apart and we stopped talking. I had never forgotten about this guy. So when he found me online again on the same dating site, it all SEEMED like fate lol!He now lived in Dallas Texas. (By the way Texas is my home state) We started talking. I flew down to see him. It was heaven and thought my husband had finally found me. Then a Tornado hit in Alabama which is where he's from and our relationship took a turn. The beautiful conversations of spending our lives together slowly diminished. In a nut shell, he turned into a Jerk, ripped my heart out, swallowed it whole and stopped calling LOL (I'm glad I can laugh about that now, because it sure wasn't funny when it happened LOL!!) I went through a short period of heart break but now Im better. Next I decided to start the Jenny Craig diet. I lost 35 pounds and have gained back 35 as of today LOL. (Yes...I know this is sad, The food was expensive! The minute I stopped eating it, that weight rushed back on). Oh and I'm still single & celibate...Duh LOL! Whew.... now that we got that out of the way stay tunned for new post coming to you soon. I will try my best to blog once a week so that you make it a habbit to come read the new post on the same day of every week. I'm leaning toward posting every friday. So until next time.....